Losing Out

While browsing online today I came arcoss her...
Manohara Odelia Pinot



While she seems like another beautiful face
She is actually a Princess of American and Indonesian decent

"She was a socialite and model who married into royalty
But she says life with her prince was no fairy tale
She claims he abused and raped her and held her captive
Until her dramatic escape in Singapore"

Where is Sora when you need him?
I guess power leads people to believe they can do whatever the fuck they want
It also makes me wonder does an average joe like me
Have a shot at a woman like that...

Another Day, Another Dollar

Time

It's all about progress

Identity

Drowning in a sea of emotions

Reaching new depths

I've embraced the silence as if nothing was wrong

A voyage into your eyes

I never know what I shall find

A voyage into the city

I never know who I shall be

Inspired by this song

Yesterday's Gone

I woke up today feeling refreshed

This weekend my thoughts were heavy

Those feelings have withdrawn for the time being

I'm sure they will arise again sooner than later

When they do... I will be ready

I never take my brief moments of happiness for granted

Are you in that mood yet?

My thoughts are my only fear

Usually nothing is ever really wrong with me (At least anything monumental)

By thinking with simple logic, I can easily get over my thoughts

When they do enter a state of confusion

But as of yesterday, I seen something

...Something that took me to a place I did not want to venture to

A place in my mind where my thoughts have the upper hand

This is when I become filled with rage

All my new friends that met me after 2008 have never seen me truly angry

I guess I have alcohol and peaceful music for that

It's almost like a power up to even the playing field

It washes my thoughts away until I cool down and can think at a logical state

This really isn't like me... this feeling

I didn't want to be this way

I was forced to be the way I am

I wanted to be delicate

Everytime Is The Last Time

A lot of thoughts run through my mind while listening to this
One of the most peaceful tunes I've heard in a while
It has an awkward sense of hope
Almost as if everything is going to be okay
One can only dream