My thoughts are my only fear
Usually nothing is ever really wrong with me (At least anything monumental)
By thinking with simple logic, I can easily get over my thoughts
When they do enter a state of confusion
But as of yesterday, I seen something
...Something that took me to a place I did not want to venture to
A place in my mind where my thoughts have the upper hand
This is when I become filled with rage
All my new friends that met me after 2008 have never seen me truly angry
I guess I have alcohol and peaceful music for that
It's almost like a power up to even the playing field
It washes my thoughts away until I cool down and can think at a logical state
This really isn't like me... this feeling
I didn't want to be this way
I was forced to be the way I am
I wanted to be delicate
I definitely feel this bro, Im pretty much the same way. Lol everyone is starting to call me the angry version of you. But the thing is I don't like to be angry, its not like I do it on purpose. Niggas just continue to piss me off. I have that same place in my mind where thoughts pretty much rule everything. I pretty much do the same as you, just usually with weed (seeing as how im not 21 yet, workin on a fake i.d though haha). But I definitely understand where your comin from. Just stay cool as a winters breeze. I like how you use Joe Budden as inspiration for the title lol
ReplyDeleteHell yeah. Thats who I used to listen to and he used to get me amped up just to be more angry. Thats why I listen to Bloc Party and drink now. It makes me more peaceful and carefree
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